...It's been many years, three years and a few months...but still I find myself in the same place. I find myself at your feet, O Lord, thoughtless but not hopeless, still, confused, unsure.

Search my heart and reveal to me the deep thruths that reside there. Search my character that I may beciome virtuous. Bless my future, that I would never feel what I felt.....many years, three years and a few months ago.Amen