Saturday, March 04, 2006

It's a quiet Sat. morning and..

The time is 10:07 AM exactly and I am hard at work. I've been here just 2 hours and all I've been dreaming about is my bed..and food of course. I am inspired by the two friends' blogs, and reading them made me want to write something.
So far, the year 2006 has been good. I've made it to March and I plan on going all the way.I've fallen, even when I said I wouldn't (go back to my last posting of 2005), but I'm not staying down.
All my life I thought I had the perfect plan. You know...get my Master's degree by age 24 at the latest, get a job, German Shepard and my car by age 26, and then be married and done by 26 as well. But we all know life doesn't always go the way we plan.God doesn't alwyas allow us to go the way we plan. Infact I think He never, except it's in His plan for our lives. And I am learning to accept that sometimes sad fact of life, especially a true believer's life.
I sit here and think about all the things I allow myself to worry about. My wants and my "heart's" desires. I could go on and on about what I'f want and how I think I want it, but now I see that what I want is not always what I WANT.
I thank God that I have a lot of girl friends and family to remind me of that.

On a different note, this week is going to be crazy yo. My dearest friends is leaving me for another city(definately not for good), but is leaving me nonetheless, and you know you will be missed dearly.So I'll have to go two weeks without being able to bug you with my "issues". How would you cope??? Another friend is in the state for Spring break.There's going to have to do alot of reading and seeking. Man can't I wait???